Sunday, April 25, 2010

what?


my side of a conversation with my brother
i feel like today is a dream
idk why i cant get this out of my head i feel like today isn't real
i feel like i dont know what my emotions are
mom keeps asking me if i'm hungry and if i'll take cookie out and all these things
and i just say ok
but i ahve no idea what shes asking me
i just say yes then i'm like what
i'm so confused
i feel bland
i hung out with the most awkward group of people today and i felt like i wasn't there i felt like everything i was saying was so weird
i feel like all these words im typing dont mean anything sorry if i'm boring you
i feel like everything is in slow motion wow. like spring break is over and now what? i ahve to go back to reality i feel like this is a really weird transition
i feel like i'm fake tripping
like you literally have nothing to do
it's like OH i know!!! it's like you know when you're really bored and you feel so boring like out of your mind
i feel like that but with my emotions like my emotions arebored they need a break
its like i was just on a constant high so now that i'm in reality nothing is real
just not having fun all the time like reality as in your daily ritual like get up early work/school whatever come home have to do this have to do that
when you're on break you do what you want when you want



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